今天早上 我们联系了你的父母 Early this morning, we made contact with your parents.
我们会尽快 We'll travel them here
把他们带到这里 as quickly as possible.
隔离令很快就会取消 And the quarantine order will be lifted soon,
不光是你 所有受害者都是 not just for you but for all the victims,
那时 你们就能见到彼此了 at which point, you'll be free to see each other.
澄清一句 Just to be clear,
我们的首要目标是进行调查 our primary goal is to conduct an investigation.
你们的情况有很多不明之处 There's a lot of haze surrounding your circumstances
我们想要查清 that we just want to clarify.
这点再怎么强调也不为过 不过 And I cannot stress this enough, but...
这只是普通谈话 this is just a conversation.
就这些 That's all.
这是我的同事 杨探员 This is my colleague, uh, Agent Young.
他会主导本次调查 He's gonna be running point on this.
他是主管调查员 He's the investigator in charge.
也可以说是唱黑脸的 Brass tacks guy, if you will.
但我... But me, um...
我是为你而来 莉亚 I'm here for you, Leah,
确保你感到安全 to make sure you feel safe.
作为一名创伤专家 As a trauma specialist,
这是我唯一并且崇高的职责 that is my sole and sacred duty.
你渴吗 You thirsty?
你想要... Would you like...
你想要喝点什么吗 Would you like something to drink?
来看看 Uh, let's see.
不知道你想喝什么 Didn't know what you'd like,
所以我们都买了点 so we got a bit of a grab bag here.
有想喝的吗 Is anything calling your name?
我以前总喝这些饮料 I used to drink these all the time.
好 那太好了 Good, great. That's great.
想喝第二瓶尽管提 Don't hesitate to ask for seconds...
或者第三瓶 想喝多少都行 Or thirds or... Anything at all, really.
在你经历这些之后 我们想让你 After all you've been through, we want you
感觉尽可能地自在 to feel as comfortable as possible.
其他人告诉你们什么了 What have the others told you?
目前还没有 Nothing, as of yet.
你是我们找来谈话的第一个人 You're the first one we've brought in.
所以你们不知道我经历了什么 是吗 So then you don't know what I've been through, do you?
你只假定是创伤 You're just assuming trauma.
你只假定是人间炼狱 You're just assuming it was a living hell.
莉亚 没人假定什么 Okay, Leah, no one is assuming anything.
抱歉 我... Sorry, look, I don't...
我不是想说发生的事 I don't mean to say that what happened
没有创伤 wasn't traumatic.
显然 创伤很大 Obviously, it was traumatic.
沦落在这么个地方 To end up where we did,
荒无人烟 in the middle of nowhere,
完全与我们之前的生活隔绝 completely cut off from the lives we left behind.
谈到这就不得不说真正的问题了 不是吗 That brings us to the real question, doesn't it?
我们之前的生活 What was so fucking great
到底有什么棒的 about the lives we left behind?
因为我记得的是这些 Because here's what I remember of all that.
我记得不够优秀 I remember not being enough.
今天 明天 以后都要爱自己
突破即将到来
笑一个 你很美丽
我记得我想成就更多 I remember wanting to be more.
我记得阴沉的情绪 I remember the dark moods,
暴力的情绪 the violent moods,
小费0元 服务员得收起糟糕的态度
那些没人有耐心倾听的情绪 moods that nobody had any patience for.
然后还有这残忍的社会现状 And then there was the brutal social scene,
有些女孩似乎能平步青云 which some girls could just glide through
好像到哪都是宠儿 like they belonged everywhere.
奥杜邦协会 北美鸟类指南
而你呢 只是拼命想找到归属 And there you were, just trying to belong somewhere.
我记得人们对我们 I remember the ridiculous expectations
荒谬的期望 they had for us.
就好像 Like...
我们就应该全天候是完美的女神 We were supposed to be these golden gods 24-7.
挺直 挺直 Locked. Locked.
该死 该死 Fuck. Fuck.
我记得那些责任 I remember the responsibilities,
那些成年人过早施加给我们的重担 heavy burdens meant for adults forced on us before our time.
那些责任让你想着 Responsibilities that made you think...
"嗯 这绝对 "Yeah, this is definitely
在影响我现在的健康发展" fucking with my healthy development right now."
就别让我提 And don't get me started
性方面那些难以忍受的问题了 on the impossible problem of sex.
如果你感到害怕 If you were terrified of it,
你也完全有理由感到害怕 which you had every reason to be,
你就会被当做是性冷淡的贞操婊 you'd be deemed a frigid chastity bitch.
但如果你不感到害怕呢 But if you were somehow unafraid,
就好像性是你自然的喜好 like if it was just naturally your thing...
那只有神能帮你了 Then god help you.
这世界对有性行为的女生来说很危险 The world is a dangerous place for a sexually evolved girl.
除此之外 还有这种新出现的情愫 And on top of all that, there was this new feeling,
这种扭曲 丑陋的情愫 this sick, ugly feeling...
想要去爱 而且想要被爱 ...of wanting to love and to be loved back...
别再联系我了 再见
这从不会有好下场 ...which never ends well.
所以如果我们要谈到底发生了什么 So if we're talking about what happened out there...
没错 确实有创伤 ...then yeah, there was trauma.
但作为一名在正常得要死的美国长大的少女 But being a teenage girl in normal-ass america...
那才是真的人间炼狱 ...that was the real living hell.
荒野 第一季 第一集
有人吗 Hello?
有人吗 Anybody!
跟我们说说你对「夏娃的黎明」的了解 Tell us what you know about the Dawn of Eve.
宝贝 你不会相信... Dear, I mean, you just would not believe...
这次修行是我妈的主意 The retreat was my mother's idea.
她觉得这会有治愈的效果 She thought it would be, like, therapeutic.
你有看那些活动吗 Did you have a chance to look through the activities?
但也许他们只是害怕我 But maybe they were just scared of me.
我爸看我的眼神就好像我有辐射一样 My dad had started looking at me like I was radioactive.
私人飞机 亲爱的 直接登岛 Private plane, honey, direct to the big island.
如果这都不能让你从晦气中解放出来 If that doesn't boost you out of your funk,
我不知道什么可以了 I don't know what will.
请不要把我的情绪崩溃 Please don't refer to my emotional devastation
说成"晦气" as a "Funk."
莉亚 我知道你正在从分手中走出来 Leah, I know you're recovering from some kind of breakup,
我也知道你对这次旅行不怎么热衷 and I know you're not wild about this trip,
但你爸和我 but your father and I,
我们有点不知道怎么帮你 we're kind of at a loss for how we can help.
我们真的在努力 莉亚 We're really trying here, Leah.
你没事吧 Are you all right?
你说什么 What are you saying?
粉红佳人 是你的铃声吗 P!Nk, is that your ringtone?
嘿 坚持住 Hey, hey, hey, stay... Stay with me.
珍妮特 Jeanette.
那是她的名字 我后来知道的 That was her name, I found out later,
她也是唯一一个自己来的人 and she was the only one who'd come alone.
我们其他人都有结对 The rest of us came in pairs.
有托妮和玛莎 There was Toni and Martha,
明尼苏达来的好闺蜜 best friends from Minnesota;
得州姐妹 多特和谢尔比 The texans, Dot and Shelby;
纽约来的瑞秋 There was Rachel from New York
和她妹妹 诺拉 and her sister, Nora;
还有唯独跟我同校的法汀 And Fatin, of all people, from my school.
但如我所说 这些都没留下太大印象 直到后来 But like I said, none of this sunk in until later.
不管是面孔 名字 Not faces, not names,
还是荒唐的欢迎视频 not the ridiculous welcome video.
现在 跟你们一样的数百名女生 Right now, hundreds of girls just like yourselves
正乘坐这样的包机 aboard charters just like this one
前往我们位于夏威夷科纳静修地 are en route to our retreat in Kona, Hawaii,
进行周末两天的以女性为中心的 for a long weekend of female-centric
学习和成长 learning and growth.
夏娃的黎明只为女性开放 The Dawn of Eve literally waits for no man.
我当时心思在别处 I was somewhere else,
想要消失在这些书页里 trying to disappear into those pages,
一切开始的地方 where it all began.
你知道南草坪有个素食鼓乐圈吗 Do you know there is a vegan drum circle on the south lawn?
没搞错吧 I mean, seriously?
你要么当素食者 要么搞鼓乐圈 Be a vegan, or be someone who does drum circles,
别两样都来 not both.
这里的每个人都太他妈有意思了 Everyone is just too fucking interesting around here.
我都有对兴趣有倦怠了 I've got, like, interesting fatigue.
所以你才跟我一起玩吗 Is that why you hang out with me?
我很无聊 让你有喘口气的机会 I'm so bland, it gives you a chance to recharge?
我明白 I get it.
我发色单一 My hair is all one color.
我是处女 还喝全脂奶 I'm a virgin that still drinks dairy milk.
操 我还真是无聊 Shit, I really am boring.
事实上 通过成为这里最平常的人 Actually, by being the most normcore person here,
你已经隐约扭转了局势 you've low-key turned the tables.
你已经变成最怪的怪咖了 You've become the freakiest freak of all.
要么是你要么是法汀 Well, either you or Fatin,
那个平庸婊 the true basic bitch.
她为什么来这上学啊 Why does she even go here?
你真不知道 You seriously don't know?
法汀是大提琴手 Fatin is a cello virtuoso.
铁定被茱莉亚学院录取的 She's, like, a shoo-in at Juilliard.
你不非得读那本书的 You don't have to read that book, you know.
沃尔夫老师让我们读 只是因为格拉尼斯以前在这读书 Ms. Wolfe only assigned it 'cause Galanis used to go here.
无耻的校友照应 It's shameless alumni promotion.
天 你读到第六章了吗 God, have you read chapter six yet?
整整十二页 A 12-page description
都在描述等候室的壁纸 of the wallpaper in a waiting room.
对 但我... Yeah, but I...
但我觉得等候室是个暗喻 I think the waiting room was, like, a metaphor, though,
比喻她受困的感受 for how stuck she felt.
自己跟他说吧 他下周要来 Tell him yourself. He's coming next week.
参加什么全校文学活动 Some kind of school-wide literary event.
为了让我们关系更加紧密 So in the interest of bringing us all together,
我想提议个破冰环节 I'd like to propose a little icebreaker.
就像「经历大问答」吗 Ooh, like never have I ever?
那游戏有点过了 Uh, that game's a little much.
我知道 是这么玩的 I know. So, here's how it works.
一个人说一件从没做过的事情 One person says something they've never done,
如果你做过 你就得喝酒 and if you have done it, you have to drink alcohol.
这游戏有点激烈 Uh, that game's a little intense,
毕竟我们还没那么熟 like, for people who don't know each other real well,
所以不如我们配对 so how about we just pair off,
跟你的搭档熟络一下 然后呢 powwow with your partner for a sec, and then afterwards,
你可以跟我们大家介绍她 you can introduce her to the rest of us?
-这个白人女孩说了"熟络" -所以呢 - This white girl said "Powwow." - So?
该词为土著人用语
这不是她该用的词 你该被激怒 So it's not her word. You should be triggered.
好吧 不过我没有 Okay. I'm not, though.
为什么我总得为你的事出头 Why am I always fighting your battles for you?
我不知道 因为你喜欢争执 I don't know. Because you like fighting?
好吧 安静 Okay, shh.
看来我得来牵线了 Guess I'll have to play matchmaker.
你可以跟我一组 You can come with me.
就坐这 好的 Right about here, okay.
看上去有一组要三个人了 And it looks like we'll need one little group of three.
或者你坐这不参与也行 Or you can just sit this one out.
好了 我是谢尔比 你呢 All right. Shelby. And you are?
-玛莎 -玛莎 幸会 - Martha. - Martha, it's a pleasure.
好了 我来告诉你一些我的事 Okay, so let me tell you a bit about me.
我有话直说 Okay, I do real, right?
我崇尚家庭 信仰耶稣 参加选美 I do family. I do Jesus. I do pageants.
我参加这次活动来平衡一下选美比赛 And I'm doing this conference to offset the pageants.
有些大学认为在女权问题上 Some colleges might see them as retrograde
选美比赛是种倒退 when it comes to female empowerment.
有人告诉过你 Has anyone ever told you
你有世界上最动人的眼睛吗 you have the most drop-dead gorgeous eyes?
关于你的上衣 我有个问题 Hey, I've got a question about your shirt.
关于你的工装裤 我有几个问题 I've got a few questions about your cargo pants.
我不是同性恋 Yeah, well, I'm not a lesbian.
抱歉让你失望了 我只是喜欢装东西 Sorry to disappoint. I just like storage.
但我到处看到你这种上衣 But I see shirts like yours everywhere.
有很多态度这种 Shirts that have, like, a lot of attitude.
那你的问题是什么 So what's your question, then?
它们为什么会成为一种潮流呢 I guess just, why are they a thing?
因为看上去很可爱 而且很搞笑 Um, because they're super cute and super hilarious?
我只是感觉有点有趣 I just think it's kind of funny,
你穿着那件衣服参加女性修行 you wearing that to a feminist retreat,
因为你衣服上的字明明在告诉女性 because your shirt is literally telling women,
离你远点 get out of your face.
随便了 我都不理解女权主义 Whatever. I don't even get feminism.
我被别人叫小妞就成了坏事了 I get called a girly girl like it's a bad thing?
我只不过比其他女性更女人 So I'm double the amount of girl,
不知怎的 这就不女权了 and somehow that's not feminist.
真是鬼扯 It's ridiculous.
你好 Hello.
非常感谢 Oh, thank you so much.
这看上去美味极了 This looks delicious.
谢谢你 兄弟 Thanks, dude.
你打篮球吗 So you play basketball?
对 以前打 Yeah, I used to.
由于违反体育精神行为 被开除出队了 I got cut from the team for unsportsmanlike conduct.
有个队的婊子一直冲我犯规 This bitch from another team kept fouling me,
所以我尿在了手上 朝她挥了过去 so I pissed in my hand and I threw it at her.
-你打得好吗 -当然 - Were you good? - Hell yeah.
我在场上是头猛兽 I was a beast on the court.
那些浪费才能的人总是让我不爽 People who waste their talent get on my nerves.
如果我因为自己的错 If I missed even one meet
哪怕错过了一次运动会 based off of some foolishness on my part,
我也不能原谅自己 I'd never forgive myself.
-你在做什么 -我有一款应用 - What are you doing? - I have an app
能把手机变成电子秤 that turns my phone into a digital scale.
还有 我有两只巴哥 可可和贾克斯 Also, I have two pugs, Coco and Jax.
它们是一窝生的 They're from the same litter,
但可不同了 but they're, like, so different.
你听哪种音乐 So what kind of music do you listen to?
我不知道 都听吧 I don't really know. Everything, I guess.
你知道有趣的是什么吗 You know what's funny?
我总是说我喜欢说唱和嘻哈 I always say I'm into rap and hip-hop,
但那天 我翻声破天的播放记录 but the other day, I was going through my spotify history,
你猜我听的最多的是谁 and guess who I listen to most.
粉红佳人 P!Nk.
我就突然被点醒了 It was like a wake-up call for me.
说真的 我们都应该看看播放次数 Honestly, we should all be checking our play count.
播放次数是骗不了人的 You can't hide from your play count,
而我的播放次数说明我爱粉红佳人 and my play count says I like p!Nk.
-你一直看谁呢 -我姐姐 - Who do you keep looking at? - My sister.
所以你听我说话了吗 So have you been listening to me at all?
你来自旧金山 讨厌在家自学 You're from San Francisco, you hate being homeschooled,
你在你妈妈的餐厅工作 you work at your family's restaurant,
你收集橡皮擦 you collect erasers,
你有两只巴哥 叫可可和贾克斯 you have two pugs named coco and Jax,
你千方百计准备承认 and you're existentially prepared to admit
你喜欢粉红佳人 that you like p!Nk.
不 男孩们不怎么喜欢我 No, boys aren't really into me.
那是你不知道 At least none that you know of.
我还是挺清楚情况的 Oh, I've got a pretty good lay of the land.
就是没有而已 It's just none, period.
你只需要遇见一个优质的 Well, all you need is one good one.
安德鲁 他可值得一嫁了 Andrew, oh, he is such a keeper.
我们的纪念日 他给我买了一颗真的星星 For our anniversary, he bought me an actual star.
天上的那种 还以我的名字命名 Like, in the sky. And he named it after me.
谢尔比 抱歉 你牙上好像沾到蛋糕了 Uh, Shelby, sorry, I... I think you have cake in your teeth.
能失陪下吗 Would you excuse me?
谢谢 Thanks.
很难谈论下面这部分 It's hard to talk about this part.
当然 一定相当恐怖 Of course. That must have been terrifying.
不 No.
是令人尴尬 It was embarrassing.
那念头确实出现在了我的脑海 The thought did cross my mind, you know,
这可能是我活着的最后一刻 this could be my final moment alive.
你觉得我是怎么度过的 How do you think I spent it?
我没有寻找慰藉 I didn't reach out for comfort.
我没有哭 I didn't cry.
我没有屏蔽掉一切 I didn't shut everything out.
我没有尽情享受最后一秒 I didn't, like, carpe diem or anything.
我没有猛吃 I didn't indulge.
我也没采取措施保护自己 I took no measures to protect myself.
我没为自己的灵魂祈祷 I didn't pray for my mortal soul.
我是这么做的 Here's what I did:
我充满爱意地坐在座位上 I sat in my fucking love puddle...
我很确定我在想你 很确定
是的 我想你
想着一个男人 ...and thought about a guy.
在世人眼中 The world knows him
他是2013年国家图书奖的获奖者 as the 2013 National Book Award winner,
但对我来说 他永远是 but to me, he'll only ever be the little shit
那个坐在教室后面 做回形针项链 who sat at the back of my class making paper clip chains
无视我说的话的小混蛋 and ignoring every word I said.
掌声欢迎杰弗里·格拉尼斯 Please welcome Jeffrey Galanis.
我得说 回过头看 I should say, uh, in hindsight
那个 她说到的回形针项链 that the... the paper clip chains
可能是我在她课上交过的作业中 that she's referring to probably had more artistic merit
最具艺术价值的了 than, uh, anything else I was turning in in her class.
总之 我想着 Anyway, I thought that, uh,
我们从诵读开始吧 we would start with a reading.
"凯莉的愿望很简单 "Carrie's wish was simple:
希望身上发生一些特别的事 For something to finally happen to her,
一些给她平淡无奇的生命 something that would add color
带去色彩的东西 to the bland desert of her life.
那件事也确实是" And that's what it was."
伊恩 Hey, Ian.
我一会儿应该带杰弗回他的酒店的 I'm supposed to take Jeff back to his hotel after,
但我正忙着预修课程热身考试 but I am up to my goddamn eyeballs in ap prep.
你能送他一程吗 Can you give him a lift?
等等 杰弗是指杰弗里吗 Wait, like, Jeffrey, Jeff?
对 没错 Yeah, yeah, yeah.
我也想 但我哥... I would, but my brother...
我送他吧 I'll do it.
天呐 谢谢 你帮了我大忙 Oh, god, thanks. You're a lifesaver.
如果你内出血 If you were bleeding internally,
心跳会过快 your heart rate would be, like, shot.
你应该只是受了淤伤 I think you're just a little roughed up.
你看 Hey, hey, look.
我们会没事的 We're gonna be okay.
你能说明一下时间线吗 All right, help me out with the timeline here.
那时你们已经在海上漂流多久了 Um, about how long had you been out there at that point?
-我不知道 -两三个小时吗 - I don't know. - Two, three hours?
我就是想确定坠机时间 I'm just trying to pin down when the crash occurred.
我真的不知道 I honestly don't know.
从坠机到你们发现海岸线 From the crash till when you spotted the shoreline,
你不能给我个大概的时间估计吗 you can't give me a ballpark estimate?
听着 我不是故意不配合 Look, I don't mean to be difficult.
只是刚开始那段时间 Just, that part at the beginning...
都是模糊一片 It's all a blur.
不只是我 And not just for me.
坠机之后 After the plane went down,
我们那段记忆都是一片空白 we all had this blank in our memories.
包括那些上了小岛的人 Even the ones that came to on the island.
玛莎 Martha!
小玛 Marty!
你得站起来走动走动 You gotta get up and move around, all right?
你受到惊吓了 You're in shock.
他们逼我来的 我不该出现在这里 They made me come. I'm not supposed to be here.
谁 你爸妈吗 Who, like, your parents?
如果这能让你好受些 Well, if it makes you feel any better,
他们现在估计很难过 they're probably feeling pretty shitty right now.
内疚得要命 Like, crushing guilt.
你赢了呢 Hey, you win.
好吧 也算不上赢了 Well, kind of. Not really.
你这里有点... You got a little bit of...
瑞秋 Rachel.
你没事吧 Are you okay?
吐出来有帮助吗 Is this helping?
如果有 我就不阻止你了 Because if it is, I... I won't stop you.
你以为我是故意要吐的吗 You think I'm doing this shit on purpose?
-不是 -这有可能是晕动病 - No. - Because it could be motion sickness.
或者是因为 Or the fact that we just
我们刚在一场噩梦中醒来 诺拉 woke up in a fucking nightmare, right, Nora?
-我只是关心问问 瑞秋 -才不是 - I was just asking, Rachel. - No, you weren't.
你像平常一样把我当小孩子对待 You were treating me like a child like you always do.
所以我们才沦落到这里 不是吗 I mean, that's why we're here, right?
-不是这样的 不是的 -就是的 - That's not true. That's not true. - Yes, it is!
你总觉得 You got it in your head that
你需要保护我 结果我们沦落至此了 you need to protect me, and now we're here!
你对爸妈胡扯的时候 When you ran your mouth off to mom and dad,
你告诉他们什么了 诺拉 what did you tell them, Nora?
诺拉 你说了什么 Nora, what did you say?
只说了我担心你 Just that I was worried about you
也许你需要休息一下 and maybe you needed a break.
好极了 现在可以好好休息了 Great! Great fucking break, right?
妈的 Motherfucker!
-老天 -谢尔比 - God. - Shelby!
谢尔比 Shelby!
我...我的脚踝 My... my ankle.
伤得很严重 是吗 It's bad. It's bad, isn't it?
不是 Uh, no.
只是需要一点爱的照料 It just needs a little TLC, okay?
有时你和一个人相遇 Sometimes you collide with a person
你会有预感 and you get this feeling
他们也许会成为你重要的人 that they might become important to you.
也许是因为一个眼神 Maybe it's from a look
或一个善举 or an act of kindness.
或者是因为你喜欢你的世界里 Or maybe you just like the way your world feels
有他们时的感觉 when they're in it.
对了 我很抱歉 I'm really sorry, by the way,
如果害你绕远路了 if, uh, this is way out of your way.
我本来会叫辆网约车之类的 I would have called an Uber or a Lyft or whatever.
但是我... I just, um...
我决定了 I am a person who has chosen
不使用智能手机 not to own a smartphone.
彻底不用吗 That's, like, a whole thing?
是这样的 几年前 Okay, a couple... A few years ago,
我丢了iPhone I lost my iPhone,
于是不得不用回旧的翻盖手机 and so I had to revert to this old flip phone,
然后 我说不好 我开始... and then, I don't know, I started to kind of
喜欢上那部手机 like the... the luddite image
给我塑造的勒德分子形象 that I was projecting with it so much
所以我就一直用下去了 that I just kind of stuck with it, and, you know...
没错 我承认这有点做作 Uh, yes, it is, admittedly, an affectation.
你想听点音乐吗 So do you want to listen to music?
好啊 你... Uh, yeah, you, uh...
杂物箱里有音频输入端口 There's an aux cord in the... In the glove compartment.
我去 CD啊 Oh, shit, cds.
天呐 别 Oh, god, don't.
那些很旧了 我... Those are really old. I...
并不能反映我的个性 There's no reflection of who I am.
不 我不会评判你的 相信我 No, no, it's no... No judgment from me, trust me.
而且我很想知道夏日神曲合辑里都有什么歌 And I'm dying to know what's on Awesome Summer Mix.
不是我起的名 I didn't name that.
还有粉红佳人 天呐 我超爱她的 And P!nk. Oh, my god, I love P!nk.
我感觉她身上有种 Like, I... I feel like she's got, like,
超棒的叛乱特质 this amazing anarchic quality to her.
没错 她挺不朽的 Yeah, she's kind of eternal.
你的酒店就在前面 Your hotel's just right up here.
这么快就到了 Man, that was fast.
我不知道你饿不饿 不过 Hey, I don't know if you're hungry, but, um...
如果你还没吃饭 我们可以一起吃点东西 If you haven't eaten, we could get some food.
救命 Help!
我看见你们了 我们看见你们了 I see you! We see you!
我抓住她了 I got her.
海里还有人吗 Is there anybody else out there?
-快想想 你有看见人吗 -没有 - Think, did you see anybody? - I didn't.
-我没看见任何人 -托妮 - I didn't see anybody. - Toni!
玛莎 Martha!
托妮 Toni!
-你以后不准再给我玩失踪 -我没事 - That's the last time you ghost on me. - I'm okay.
真的 我没事 I'm fine, seriously.
谢尔比很沉着勇敢 Shelby's been... Shelby's been amazing.
你穿的什么玩意 What the fuck are you wearing?
她没呼吸了 She's not breathing!
她没呼吸了 你按压得太快了 She's not breathing. Those compressions are way too fast.
速度快了一倍 You're pumping, like, double time.
不存在按压太快的说法 只有太慢 There's no such thing as too fast, only too slow.
事实上 胸部按压如果不够深 Actually, compressions can be too fast
-是有可能太快的 -慢一点啊 - if they're not deep enough. - Dude, slow down!
放缓一点 多蒂 你按得太快了 Ease up, Dottie. You're going way too fast.
好吧 如果你们都是专家 Okay, hell, if you're all such experts,
那就换个人来接手 somebody else tap in.
好了 你只需... Okay, yeah, you just have to go...
谁会心肺复苏术 Who knows CPR?
结果发现所有人都会操作心肺复苏术吗 So it turned out, everyone had a working knowledge of CPR?
这很奇怪 对吧 It's weird, isn't it?
居然我们每个人都会 That every single one of us knew how?
这一点重要吗 Is that important for your, um...
对你们的目的或什么的 For your purposes or whatever?
说实话 有可能 Honestly, it could be.
这时候任何细节都可能有价值 Anything could be relevant at this point.
所以你告诉我们 Which is why it's crucial
事情的全貌 至关重要 that you give us this full-picture account.
关于航班和其他人 Of the flight, of the others,
以及你们一开始为什么会坐上那架飞机 and what you were doing on that plane to begin with.
我感觉我应该问问你 你书的事 Well, I feel like I should be asking you about your book.
-不 -我得写篇关于书的论文 所以 - No. - I have to write an essay on it, so...
我希望你能帮我 I'd love your help.
好吧 Okay.
让我先问你 Let me first ask you, uh,
你觉得书怎么样 what... what'd you think of it?
我很喜欢 I loved it.
真的很喜欢 I really did.
但结局 But at the end,
有点奇怪 like, it got a little weird.
我觉得变得有点伤感 Like, it got a little sentimental, I think.
-很抱歉 -不 没事 - I'm really sorry. - Yeah, sure.
-不 那... -我没想这么说的 - No, that's... - I didn't mean to say that.
不 没关系 Yeah, no, it's... That's okay.
事实就是 有时候 The truth is, like, sometimes,
到了一定程度 我感觉 at a certain point, it feels like it's, like,
无法得到别人诚实的反馈 impossible to get honest feedback out of anybody,
所以我很感谢你说实话 谢谢你 so, uh, I appreciate it; Thank you.
你人真好 It's very kind of you.
这样很有意思 我们应该找时间再约一次 This is fun. We should do this again sometime.
如果你不反感的话 If that's not, like, totally unwelcome or whatever.
这部古董还能输入联系人吗 Can you even enter contacts into this thing,
还是只是用来贩毒的 or is it just for selling drugs?
-原来你是在开玩笑 -是的 我不... - Oh, you're being funny! - Yeah, I don't...
-抱歉 原来是玩笑 -这玩意到底怎么用 - Oh, sorry, it was a joke! - How do you even work this thing?
我给你们透露一点小秘密 I'm gonna let you behind the curtain a little bit.
如果一个女孩真心喜欢某人 If a girl really likes someone,
她不会把对方名字写进手机里 she won't put their name in her phone.
你暗恋的人很神圣 Your crush is, like, sacred.
不能随便把他和通讯录里的 You can't just file him in your contacts
表弟和实验室搭档列在一起 between your cousin and your chem lab partner.
嗨
那会显得他太普通 That would make him common.
所以你会熟记他的电话号码 So you learn his number...
每个数字都背得滚瓜烂熟 ...every contour of every digit.
把那些象形文字刻进心里 You carve those little hieroglyphs on your heart.
这些是我很喜欢的词
苟安
生活中的其他时间 So you basically sleepwalk...
你基本上都在梦游 ...through the rest of your life,
等待那串魔法数字发来的消息 waiting for dispatches from that magic number.
然后是那条关键信息 And then there's the pivotal text.
很可能是午夜传来的 It will probably come around midnight,
老实说 我醉了 我明早可能会后悔说出这句话
那会改变一切 and it will change everything.
我时时刻刻都想吻你
告诉你 我两周后就满18岁了
-你醒了 -是的 你好 - You're awake! - Yeah, hi.
你...你缓过来了 You're... you made it.
是的 Yeah, I did.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你不需要道歉 You have nothing to be sorry for.
不 你不明白 No, you don't understand.
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
谁有手机吗 Hey, does anyone have a phone?
要是有 我们早就说了好吗 Don't you think we would have said something if we did?
我都不知道在这鬼地方 I'm not even sure how many bars
能有几格信号 we'd get out here.
我只是努力在想逃生方式 I'm just trying to think of lifelines, all right?
他们会找到我们的 但我们不能犯蠢 They're gonna find us, but we can't be stupid.
我们应该制作一个超大的求救标志 We should make a big-ass help sign,
就像《惊变28天》里那种 like in that movie 28 days later...
你们觉得那个空乘怎么了 What do you think happened to the flight attendant guy?
我们应该翻找行李箱 找手机 We should be looking through suitcases, finding phones.
-不能就这样... -听着 大家都听我说 - We can't just... - Listen, listen, listen, y'all.
现在是21世纪了 It's the 21st century, okay?
他们一定会找到我们的 但同时 They will find us, but in the meantime,
我们必须清点手头的资源 we gotta keep track of our resources.
8罐可乐 Eight cokes.
现在我们能喝的只有这些 就8罐 Right now, that's all we got to drink, just eight of these.
但别担心 Okay, but don't worry,
如果上帝把我们带到这里 祂就会帮我们撑过去 'cause if god brought us to it, god will bring us through it.
"耶稣拯救世人"那句话不是字面意思 You know, the whole "Jesus saves" thing isn't, like, literal.
祂不会穿着喷气背包飞下来把我们救出去 He's not gonna jetpack down and pull us out of here.
不 托妮 No, Toni.
主只拯救那些愿意自救的人 Okay, the lord saves those who save themselves,
所以我要到树林里 which is why I'm gonna take a look in the woods,
找找看有没有淡水 see if there's some fresh water.
-也许你可以跟我一起去 -拒绝 - Maybe you should come with. - Hard pass.
谢尔比 给 Shelby, here.
如果你真要去 你得穿上这双鞋 If you're really going, you gotta take these.
你太慷慨了 You're so generous.
我还是跟你一起去吧 You know what? Maybe I will go.
确保耶稣没把你领进阴沟里 Make sure Christ doesn't lead your ass into a fucking sinkhole.
各位 Guys.
不早说 小多 What the hell, Dot?
抱歉 I'm sorry.
我是想救她一命 好吗 Look, I was saving her ass, okay?
手机湿透了 It got real wet.
你真觉得能用沙子捂干吗 You honestly think sand will dry it out?
我在网上读过一篇文章 I read an article on the Internet
关于袋装米的替代品 about alternatives to rice in a bag.
里面提到了沙子 Sand was mentioned.
我觉得够好了 Yeah, well, good enough for me.
注意听 Keep your ears peeled.
见到流水前就能听见水声 You'll hear moving water before you see it.
你怎么会懂这么多 How come you know all this?
你也许会意外 This may surprise you,
但我可不是温室里的娇花小公主 but I'm not just some delicate indoor Princess, okay?
我经常和我爸去打猎 I go hunting with my dad all the time.
你会做一件强悍的事 So you do one hard-core thing?
那不代表你就不是温室娇花小公主 That doesn't mean you're not mostly an indoor Princess.
你床上有几个枕头 How many pillows do you have on your bed?
你肯定是睡那种堆满50个枕头的超级大床吧 Bet you've got one of those mega beds with, like, 50 pillows.
你的女仆 露佩 And your maid, Lupe,
她得不断地把枕头拿下来又重新摆上去 she's gotta keep taking them off and putting them back on
她估计都累得想自杀 and it's making her want to off herself,
对吧 你知道我说对了 am I right? You know I'm right.
是的 我还击倒过一头成年公鹿 Yeah, well, I've also shot down a ten-point buck,
亲手折断它的脖子 使其毙命 snapped his neck to finish the job,
然后在野外独力把它宰杀了 and butchered him in the field all by myself.
上帝叫我们包容万物 托妮 God built us to contain multitudes, Toni.
现在你能转过身去吗 Now can you turn around?
我得尿尿 'Cause I have to pee.
堵住耳朵 Plug your ears.
快堵住耳朵 不然我只好唱歌掩饰了 Plug your ears, or I'll have to sing.
你在逗我呢吧 Oh, you gotta be kidding me.
一切不是有意识发生的 It didn't happen consciously,
但我终于开始注意到其他人 but I was finally starting to notice the others.
比如玛莎 Like Martha,
她珍视每个生物 how every creature meant something to her.
或诺拉 Or Nora,
你看她的时候 她总能察觉 how she always knew when you were looking at her
她的笑容意味深长 令人猜不透 and how her smile could mean a million different things.
迷恋的面纱渐渐揭开 The veil of obsession was lifting.
我曾经缩小到一个人的世界 The world I had narrowed down to one
开始有其他人重新住入 was starting to repopulate.
"最好的成长地方是在自己体内" "There's no better place to grow into yourself."
"在自己体内成长"是什么意思 What does "Grow into yourself" even mean?
听起来好恶心 像长进肉里的毛发 It sounds gross, like an ingrown hair.
《她的本性》
我没想到会这么冷 I didn't think it'd be so chilly.
是啊 I know.
我不确定我们在夏威夷附近 I'm not sure we're anywhere near Hawaii.
这本书是你的 对吧 Hey, this is yours, right?
面纱就这样再次落下 But just like that, the veil fell again.
他曾是我的一切 And he was all there was.
-我能进来吗 -当然 - Can I come in? - Oh, yep, yeah.
这里真不错 This is so nice.
是的 还行 Yeah, it's... it's not bad.
你那里有三个插座 You have three outlets over there.
是的 我还想再要一个 Yeah, I asked for one more, and they...
但他们拒绝了 ...They said no.
补说一句生日快乐 Happy belated birthday.
谢谢你 Thank you.
每个女孩都幻想过第一次的场景 Every girl has a vision for how she wants to lose it.
你能签名送给我吗 Will you sign one for me?
有些人梦想会在舞会之夜发生 Some dream about prom night.
来嘛 Oh, come on.
我给你更好的 I'll do you one better.
我为你作注释 I'll annotate it for you.
有个不错的男友 With a nice enough boyfriend,
或许床上铺满玫瑰花瓣 maybe a bed covered in Rose petals.
"亲爱的莉亚" "Dear Leah."
我不确定遇到他之前我有过什么幻想 I'm not sure what I imagined before him.
或许我本以为会像我其余的人生一样 I guess I thought it would be just like the rest of my life,
只是 just sort of...
平凡无奇 Unremarkable.
也许是在一个派对 Maybe at a party
或是在某人的潮湿地下室的旧沙发 or on an old couch in somebody's damp basement,
笨拙地戴套 lots of condom-fumbling
不停地道歉 and apologies.
如果你之前告诉我 我的第一次会如此美妙 If you had told me it would happen the way it did...
我肯定不信 会叫你滚蛋 ...I would've told you to get the fuck out.
我喜欢看着你做些日常小事 I like watching you do ordinary things.
会让你显得更真实 Makes you seem more real.
你是真实的 对吧 You are, right?
不是说你 Like, not you.
而是 这一切... Like, this is...
是真的吧 Real?
你是不是... Are you...
你是在问我的感觉吗 You're asking about my feelings?
或者... Or...
是的 Yes.
天呐 当然是的 Oh, my god, yes.
第16罐了 That makes 16.
你觉得我们为什么只能找到无糖可乐 Why do you think we're only finding diets?
任何含有真糖分的东西都会沉入海底 Anything with real sugar would sink,
因为糖分比水要重 sugar being heavier than water.
我们9个人靠着16罐可乐能活多久 How long can the nine of us survive on 16 cokes?
得看接下来的天气状况如何了 Depends on the weather, how hot it gets.
大概能撑一周半吧 A week and a half, maybe.
-你很聪明 是吧 -我就是喜欢看各种书 - You're smart, huh? - I just read a lot.
书啊 我是真看不进去 Books, man. Can't get into them.
如果你的姐弟是个优秀的运动员你就能了 Try having an elite athlete as your sibling.
你很多时候都会在一边坐着 You do a lot of sitting.
坐在飞机上 体育馆里 看台上 On planes, in gyms, in the stands.
到时肯定会想看书 Reading will happen.
但是明明可以玩手机啊 But, like, your phone's right there.
还有电视呢 电视那么精彩 And TV? TV's so good.
你知道吗 他们都说 You know what? They said, like,
连环画就像是通向书籍的入门毒品 graphic novels would be, like, the gateway drug to books,
我曾经尝试过 and, like, I tried them.
除了图画 那些书简直跟屎一样 Apart from the pictures, they were pretty shit.
糟了 Ah, shit!
我撞到脚趾头了 I stubbed my fucking toe!
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真是"老天有眼" 她的东西当然会出现啦 Yeah, of course it's hers that would show up.
太他妈重了 It was heavy as shit.
我敢说等他们找到我们 我们定会暴富的 I bet we'll get rich once they find us.
控告损失 寻获赔偿什么的 Suing for damages or whatever.
虽然你并不需要那些钱 Not that your ass needs the money.
注意听有没有水声 Keep listening for water.
我真是受够了看你的马尾辫 I'm so sick of looking at your fucking ponytail.
我觉得它自以为高我一等 I feel like it thinks it's better than me.
那不如你走在前面吧 Then how about you go in front?
行啊 Fine.
主啊 求您怜悯 Lord, in your mercy,
赐予我们水 让我们饮用吧 Grant us water so that we may drink.
主啊 求您怜悯 Lord, in your mercy...
你刚刚不是还叫我闭嘴仔细听吗 Weren't you just telling me to shut up and listen?
这不一样 It's different.
你祈祷的话 上帝就会让你感官敏锐 When you pray, god opens your senses.
上帝就是个笑话 God's such a joke.
难道你不知道他只是个洗脑的工具 Don't you know he's just a brainwashing tool
被用来奴役民众的吗 designed to enslave the masses?
就算他只是个被用来洗脑的工具 Even if he were just a brainwashing tool,
你有没有想过 你的大脑也需要被好好... don't you ever think maybe your brain could use a good...
洗一洗呢 Scrub?
滚蛋吧 Fuck off.
主啊 求您怜悯 Lord, in your mercy,
赐予我们水 让我们饮用吧 Grant us water so that we may drink.
主啊 求您怜悯 请赐予... Lord, in your mercy, Grant us...
操 谢尔比 Fuck, fuck, Shelby!
糟糕 我发誓 我不是故意的 Shit, I swear, I didn't mean to...
没事 It's all right.
你直接回去吧 Go ahead and go on back.
我也会的 但你应该先走 I will too, but you should get a head start.
我宁愿一个人走 I'd really rather walk alone.
看啊 我们找到了更多的无糖可乐 Look, we found more diet coke, of course,
因为 含糖分的东西会沉下水 because, you know, sugar sinks,
这裤子给你穿 这样你的腿就不会冻着了 and then pants for you so that your legs aren't cold.
谢谢 Thank you.
虽然数量不少 但也不多 Not a bad haul but not great either.
不过等等 我这儿还有呢 But wait, there's more!
你拿一个迷你瓶 你拿一个迷你瓶 你也有 You get a mini, and you get a mini, and you get a mini.
你们不带我就开始狂欢了吗 Hey, you guys partying without me?
你回来了 You're back.
你找到水了吗 You find any water?
没有 No.
谢尔比去哪儿了 Where's Shelby?
-我... -谢尔比 - Uh, I... - Shelby.
瞧 她这不是来了嘛 Yeah, she's right there.
-你的头受伤了 -没事 - Your head. - Oh, it's fine.
撞到树了 真叫人难以置信 Ran smack into a tree, if you can believe.
我可真是太傻了 Very silly of me.
快来看 手机有信号了 Hey, the phone's working!
有信号了 It's working!
天呐 Oh, my god.
听着 我们必须采取策略 Listen, we have to be strategic.
只有一格信号 电池也几乎没电了 We only have one bar and almost zero battery life left.
每一秒都很重要 Every second counts.
我可以说我准备好打这个电话了吗 May I just say, I am ready to make the call, okay?
我阿姨是911报警中心接线员 我... My aunt is a 911 operator, and I...
不行 不能打911 它并非在每个国家都通用 No, 911 is out. It doesn't work in every country,
我们甚至都不知道我们现在在哪儿 and we don't even know where we are,
如果我们更靠近日本 那打911根本没用 so if we're closer to, like, Japan, 911 is useless.
日本的报警电话是119 Japan's emergency number is 119.
听着 我们只需要跟一个人联系就行 Look, we only have to get in contact with one person,
所以我希望你们在脑海里想一个人 so I want you all to have someone in mind,
确保你们知道那个人的号码 make sure you know their number,
确保他们足够爱你 and make sure they love you enough
此刻正抱着手机等着你的消息 that they're waiting by the phone right now.
明白吗 Okay?
当然了 我心里熟记的只有一个号码 Of course, there's only one number I knew by heart.
我在你家外面
我不得不骗我父母说你是优步司机 I had to tell my parents you were an Uber.
你到这里来干什么 What are you doing here?
我以为圣何塞那边的读书会还没结束... I thought the San Jose reading didn't end un...
你没事吧 Are you okay?
9月5日 September 5th.
9月5日是你的... September 5th is your...
是你的生日 Is your birthday,
到时候你才满17岁 when you turn 17...
-你怎么... -操啊 - How did... - Oh, fuck!
好吧 有人... Okay, somebody...
有人给我发了一份你的出生证明的复印件 somebody sent me a copy of your birth certificate
用挂号信寄的 via certified mail,
那意味着已经有人知道了 and that means that somebody knows.
-等等 什么 -或是有人在盯着 或是... - Wait, what? - Or somebody's watching, or...
那就是另一种程度的... And that's, like, some other level of...
你 你得赶紧下车 You gotta... you have to get out of the car.
给我点时间 先让我... Just give me a second. Just let me...
赶紧下车 莉亚 你必须... Just get out of the car. Leah, you have to...
-你听我解释 -莉亚 赶紧下车 - Just let me explain. - Leah, you gotta get out of the car.
你欺骗了我 You lied to me.
你是个孩子 你欺骗了我 You're a child, and you lied to me.
你不打电话给爸爸妈妈吗 You're not calling mom and dad?
他们在摩洛哥 他们可能都不知道我们出事了 They're in Morocco. They probably don't even know yet.
我打电话给教练 I'm calling coach.
-不行 不能打给她 -诺拉 把电话给我 - No, not... not her. - Nora, give me the phone!
-我打爸爸的手机 -住手 他们不会接听的 - I'm calling dad's cell. - Stop, they're not gonna answer.
-他们出国了 诺拉 -你不能打给教练 - They're out of the country, Nora! - You just can't call coach!
-把手机给我 诺... -你不能打给她 - Give me the phone! Nor... - You can't call her!
真有你的 Great job.
-你号码没拨错吧 -当然是对的 - Did... did you dial it right? - Of course I did!
介意给我吗 Do you mind?
就我对戴夫和乔蓓卡·古德坎德的了解 If I know Dave and Jobeth Goodkind,
他们现在肯定正忙着走红毯呢 they're pacing holes in the carpet right now.
这 这可真奇怪 Well, that's... That's just strange.
我快速试试我男朋友的号码吧 Uh, let me real quick try my boyfriend.
不用费力试了 Don't bother.
安德鲁现在估计已经操上克丽丝塔·芬德利了 Andrew's probably dick deep in Christa Findlay by now.
打吧 玛莎 Go, Marty.
打不通 It didn't work.
你想试试吗 毕竟是你的手机 You wanna try? It's your phone.
-不 我不用打了 -给我 - No, I'm good. - Here.
尽管我讨厌打给那帮混蛋 As much as I hate the idea of calling those assholes...
你妈怎么不接 Why didn't your mom pick up?
你没事吧 Hey, are you all right?
对不起 I'm sorry.
电话响了 It's ringing.
各位 Guys!
操 没电死机了 Fuck! It's dead.
她 她死了 She's... she's dead.
我不明白我们为什么要把她埋了 I don't get why we have to bury her.
他们很快就会来救我们的 They're gonna come for us soon.
到时候我们还得把她挖出来 Then we'll have to dig her right back up.
这只是暂时性的措施 It's only temporary.
可以防止她的尸体被动物啃食 Just to keep the animals away.
不是该说点悼词什么的吗 Shouldn't somebody say a few words?
听上去你这是主动请缨啊 Sounds like you're volunteering.
我是个获得任命的青年牧师 Well, I am an ordained youth minister.
主啊 Lord,
谢谢你将珍妮特赐予人间 thank you for the gift of Jeanette.
虽然我们对她不是那么了解 We didn't know her real well,
但她是个积极阳光的女孩 but she had a really bright spirit,
因为她是以你的样子被创造出来的 and because she was made in your image,
我们可以确定她非常美丽 we can be sure that she was beautiful.
-阿门 -阿门 - Amen. - Amen.
*好了 好了 把灯关上吧* *Right right, turn off the lights,*
*我们今晚都会发疯* *We gonna lose our minds tonight,*
*怎么回事* *What's the dealio?*
她好像喜欢粉红佳人 I think she liked p!Nk.
是的 没错 Yeah, she did.
*强闯派对的人 偷女孩内裤的人* *Party crasher, Panty snatcher,*
*如果你是黑帮成员 请联系我* *Call me up if you a gangsta*
*无需奢华 尽情跳舞吧* *Don't be fancy, just get dancy*
*为何如此严肃* *Why so serious?*
*如果你错了 就举杯吧* *So raise your glass if you are wrong,*
*在所有该正确的方面* *In all the right ways,*
*所有的落水狗啊* *All my underdogs,*
*我们只会是一群喧闹的人* *We will never be never be, anything but loud*
*肮脏的小怪胎们* *And nitty gritty, dirty little freaks*
我明天会游到飞机坠落的地方去 I'm gonna swim out to the plane tomorrow.
看能不能找到什么 See if I can find anything.
或许有无线电或呼叫盒什么的 Might be a radio or callbox or something.
我跟你一起去 I'll come with you.
你的东西怎么都是干的 How's your stuff so dry?
我爸妈为我这次旅行 My parents bought me this...
专门买了个价值一千美元的防水行李箱 Watertight $1,000 suitcase for this trip.
他们觉得这会锦上添花 They thought it would, like, sweeten the deal.
蠢货 Fucktards.
抱歉 Sorry.
谢谢 Thank you.
也给我一件吧 Hey, let me get one.
谢谢 Thanks.
毛病比杂志刊数还多
这是我人生的最低谷了 This is my rock bottom.
话说 So...
如果我提议搞点破冰活动 算是很疯狂吗 Would it be crazy if I suggested a little... Icebreaker?
玩「经历大问答」 Never have I ever.
感觉 很合适 Feels... right.
好啊 All right.
除非你先来 Only if you go first.
别搞那种无所谓的狗屁回答 None of those bullshit lightweight answers.
-来点猛料 -行啊 - Give us the real. - Fine.
我从未有过阴道插入式性交 Never have I ever had vaginal penetrative intercourse.
所以你男朋友才像个到处偷腥的猫吗 So that's why your boyfriend's a cheat?
他没到处偷腥 He's not a cheat.
我很庆幸不止我一个人没做过 Glad I'm not the only one.
那样我会觉得自己傻兮兮的 I would've felt so stupid.
才不是呢 Get out of here.
留着贞洁 是很需要勇气的 知道吗 It takes guts to save yourself, you know that?
好吧 All right.
我从未... Never have I ever...
玩过3P Had a threesome.
是跟两个男人 不是两个女孩 With two guys, not two girls.
在月经期 On my period.
我又不是变态 I mean, I'm not a freak.
好吧 我想到一个 All right, I got one.
我从未... Never have I ever...
用自己的尿扔别人 Thrown my own piss at someone.
喝吧 托妮 Drink up, Toni.
光荣地饮下这杯 混蛋们 With pride, motherfuckers.
话说 So...
你跟谁上床了 Who'd you fuck?
我是说 I mean,
我一直以为你是个痴迷艺术的古怪假正经 但... I always thought you were some weird art prude, but...
我看到你当时喝酒了 I saw you drink.
我知道你做过爱了 I know you've had sex.
所以是跟谁 So who was it?
-他 -天呐 - Him. - Damn.
我以前都不知道你是个心机婊啊 I had no idea you were such a bad bitch!
这我得替你说句话 Well, in your defense,
毕竟我们以前从没聊过 所以... we've never really talked before, so...
太对了 True story.
所以那场性爱火爆吗 So was it hot?
当然 Yeah.
当然火爆 但或许就像燃烧的大楼那种火爆 Yeah, but maybe in, like, a burning building kind of way.
或许我逃离了是好事 Like, it's probably really good I got out.
天呐 Shit.
真是太有诗意了 That's poetic.
至少给你破处的男人 照片印在书的背面啊 Well, at least your first-time guy's face is on the back of a book.
给我破处的那个男人却是超市的装袋员 My first time was with a fucking grocery bagger at Smart & Final.
我那时好爱他 God, I loved him.
我太爱他了 I loved him!
你似乎很疲劳了 You seem tired.
今天就到这里为止吧 We can be done for the day.
医生嘱咐过要让你好好休息 The doctors really need you to rest.
燃烧的大楼 The burning building.
你说什么 I'm sorry?
燃烧的大楼 The burning building.
我并没有逃出来 我差得远了 I hadn't made it out. I wasn't even close.
有... There's, uh...
有件事我... there's something I...
我还没.. I haven't...
我以前从没跟人说过 Told anyone this before.
那天晚上 在黑夜里 That night, in the dark,
只有我一个人听到了 I was the only one who heard it.
电话铃声 A ringing.
埋在一个没人想着要查看的地方 Buried where no one had thought to look.
我不知道她为什么要瞒着我们她有手机 I didn't know why she had kept it from us.
我以为我这个人长进了 I thought I had evolved,
这一天不知怎么让我变得强大了 that the day had somehow made me stronger,
哪怕只有一点点 just a little.
但这一点就够了 Just enough.
真他妈是在妄想啊 What a fucking delusion.
喂 Hello?
杰弗 Jeff.
莉亚 Leah?
你故意用陌生号码打给我 好让我接吗 Are you calling me from an unknown number so that I'll pick up?
因为如果你是这样想的 那真是有点疯了 Because if you are, that's really fucked up.
那真的 真的... That is really... That is really...
你别再给我打电话了 也别再给我发短信了 You have to stop calling me. Don't text me.
你听明白了吗 Do you understand that?
我不想再跟你说话了 I don't want to talk to you anymore.
我们结束了 我很抱... It's over. I'm sor...
所以你从未告诉过其他人 So you never told the others
你那天晚上跟外界联系上了 you made outside contact that night.
我要怎么说呢 What would I have said?
说我痴迷于他的声音 That I was too strung out at the sound of his voice
忘了求救吗 to send up an sos?
他... Did he...
他联系过你们吗 ...did he reach out?
新闻播出后 他有没有... After the news broke, did he...
他有没有联系过谁 did he call anyone
说他接到过我的电话 to say he'd heard from me?
政府部门派人应对了很多 The authorities fielded a lot of calls
各方面关心此事的人打来的电话 from a lot of worried parties.
他有在乎我 至少为我做点什么吗 Did he care enough to do anything?
任何事 哪怕一点点事 Anything? Anything at all?
莉亚 你先深呼吸一下 Leah, how about you take a deep breath?
回答我的问题 Answer my question!
我就想问这么一个问题 我... It is the only one I have! It is...
我只想知道他是否曾尝试救我 I just want to know if he tried for me.
很可悲 我知道的 Pathetic, I know.
我也希望我不要堕落成这样 I expected more from me too.
等你们跟其他孩子见面时记住这点 Remember this when you see the others.
在你们试图弄懂我们时 When you try to figure us out.
没有"疯狂"二字 There is no "Crazy."
只有"伤害" There's only "Damage."
在你们寻找造成伤害的原因时 And when you go looking for what caused it,
别把时间浪费在那座小岛上 don't waste your time on that island.
你们不可能有任何收获 It'll get you fucking nowhere.
我一直试图联系你 I've been trying to reach you.
汤姆 格雷琴 我们遇到问题了
紧急求助
哪一个 Which one?
珍妮特 Jeanette.
我们还能继续执行下去吗 Can we even proceed?
没有她在现场的协助... I mean, without her assistance on the ground...
我们还有一个执行人员 你找到她了吗 We have another operative. Have you located her?
-是的 -她还好好的吗 - Yeah. - She's still intact?
-是的 她没事 -把情况仔仔细细地告诉我 - Yeah, she's fine. - Tell me exactly what happened.
我们还在拼凑事情的完整经过 We're still piecing it together.
似乎转运小队操作不当导致出了问题 It looks like there was some mishandling by the transition team.
-你切断了她的手机通讯吗 -当然 - And you cut her phone? - Of course.
你绝对确定她已经死了吗 And you're absolutely sure she's dead.
这大约是三小时前的事 This was about three hours ago.